“Do You Ever Lay Down, See How Skinny You Are, And Wish You Looked Like That Standing Up?”, a life memoir written by me
WE NEED AN INTERVENTION.
WHY DID YOU TAG MY FULL NAME MOM
it sucks to have an older soul and want love when almost everyone else your age just wants to have fun and flings
“ The truth is that though I hate loneliness, I love it at the same time. Things like love and forever, I’ve always wanted to believe in these, even when I was young, but a part of me just couldn’t. I wished and believed that someone other than myself would come to understand me and accept me better than I could. I believed and trusted too much at some point, but in the end, I managed to realize it. Realize that I could not believe. I found that I could not share myself with others. It’s not anybody’s fault, nor is it that things were not going well, it’s just that I could not change myself. In the end, I am who I am.
i want to move far far away and start life anew, where no one knows me or my backstory.
it always makes me sigh and shake my head when i see people say “i don’t understand how music could change anybody’s life.”
you poor, sad souls.
our power’s been out since 5pm
so my friends came over and we played Life by candlelight while listening to “Cocoon” by Meg & Dia.
most chill night ever. gnight.