sometimes, i really just want to get completely new people in my life.
once again, people have shown me that if i give them a chance, they’re just going to fuck it up. it’s become a pattern lately, and it’s left me more annoyed than anything else. i could name them but that would get me nowhere. i can just say though, that this is perhaps one of the biggest disappointments i’ve ever had to deal with from any person, ever. and that took some...
what i wish for.
- to meet someone, anyone really, who can be consistent with me. - for school to just fly on by already. - to get more sleep. - for people to just shut the hell up already.
drops of trust misused broken and misconstrued words without thought thrown back and forth, and caught if everything could be simple, would we untangle our knot?
people seriously don’t know the right things to say. no wonder i don’t allow myself to get attached to anybody. there’s not one person that is 100% reliable.
i feel like i’m being observed by the FCC now.
all that fills up my soul is a grande espresso chocolate truffle with caramel syrup, i swear to god. it isn’t just a drink, it’s spiritual.
so i went to conventry with Mel and Crystal today, and i swear to god i laughed harder than i have in the past 2 years. <3